hey y'all. i'm currently in forest city, IA, after having been in ft. dodge (lytton), IA, where we've been to visit a couple correctional facilities (jails). we visited a medium security facility 2 days ago and went to a minimum security one last night.
i've been wondering this since the service we led yesterday ended. why is it that the students at the schools we visit and the congregation members of the churches we visit always worship like they're actually in prison; like they're forced to be there against their own will? and why is it that the inmates in a medium security facility, where it takes 30 minutes to go through a security checkpoint, worship like they're not in a prison?
it's amazing... we have all this freedom to move around and do what we want to do. we have the ability to, in the blink of an eye, have the world at our fingertips. and yet, while some of us may "choose" to be at church, we don't act like we chose to be there. we act like we shouldn't be there. we act like we don't want to be there. a lot of what i see when our teams go to schools is people standing there with crossed arms, often glancing at the clock. or maybe glazed over looks.
but these prisoners, who have to ask permission to take a leak, who sometimes can't even go to a church service because the quota for the cell wing for prisoners allowed is maxed out, find such joy in worshipping.
These prisoners know the gravity of their sins. They're in prison for what they've done. Everywhere they look, they see the consequences of their actions. They can't do anything as they want to. But, when they worship God, they understand that He is so much bigger than their sins, no matter how bad it was or how big their failures were.
they acknowledge the fact that they're sinners. but they also embrace the almighty saviour, Jesus Christ, who paid the way for them. they truly understand what it means to have the ability to worship our God freely. What an eye-opener, eh? friends, let's strive to worship God like these prisoners do.
Keep praying for me! pray that i'll worship our God in the same way as well.
as far as prayer topics and needs, here's some.
1- for our group. we'll be heading to Taiwan soon! our training tour ends next monday. after we get back from our last venue in south dakota, we head back to willmar and train for a few days for our ministry in taiwan. and then we head off overseas the week following that (october 5th). pray that we'll continue to grow closer to each other, spurring one another on towards love and good deeds. pray that we'll continue to have a unified vision of worshipping and leading people into deep intimate worship. pray that we'll continue to have open eyes and compassionate hearts
for those who we'll be ministering to.
2- health. a few of us have some sort of throat thing and others, including myself, are suffering from the dryness and have had cracking and peeling skin. gross, i know. but keep our health in y'all's prayers.
3- for those we'll be ministering to. pray that God will open their hearts and that the testimonies we speak, the songs that we sing, and the skits that we perform, will really show them the love that our Father has shown us. and pray that our team will stay humble as God uses us.
4- financial support. i'm not sure where i'm at financially because i guess i haven't gotten any in lately so the finance office at CTI hasn't been bothering to print off new ones. if y'all are considering partnering with me financially, please continue to prayerfully consider it. =)
that's about it. miss all y'all back home! 'till next time.
cheers,
Jon
Jon